Assalamualaikum dear readers....
Lama betul dh tak jenguk blog ni....
Rasanya last posting pun masa trip with my parents to Penang in 2015.
A lot has happened....and frankly speaking I don't know where to start.
But I guess I have the urge to write again is due to the fact that I've lost my Mak..ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ my one and only Queen of my heart...in a car accident which occurred 20days before I celebrated my birthday last year...
Till today I can't believed that I have lost her...
We were travelling together from Kuala Trengganu towards our home in JB.
Siapa sangka makan malam di Ana Petai would be our last dinner together..
Everything was perfect, we have spent last 4 days holidaying in Kuala Trengganu....everybody were having a great time...Mak, Apak, Kak Long me an my family ...all 8 of us...
Alang and family drove up to KT earlier and we met him and Kak Ema's family on Hari Raya Haji.
We ate and laughed together....
Siapa sangka this trip will be the last family holiday with our beloved Mak....
If I could turn back the time, I would hugged her and kissed her lots and lots and protected her. But I've resigned that this is all fated and I need to learn and accept the Qada' & Qadar...
Mak...I missed you so much...you will always be in our heart and prayers....
I used to called you, went to see you when I got problems and sometimes confused. You have always listened and gave me the best advise...but now...I felt so alone...
sometimes I have the urged to call you and seek you for advise...then suddenly reality sets in...you are no longer here...and my heart just sanked...
Ya Allah, kau luaskan lar kubur ibuku, terangilah kuburnya, jadikanlah kuburnya salah satu taman raudhah mu. Masukkanlah ibuku ke dalam Syurga mu tanpa hisab..dan letakkanlah beliau bersama para syuhadah..Aamiin yra...
till next n3
~Hazlin~
